While you all are frantically packing to head off to the desert this week I've been enjoying my personal calmness with the decision to not join you... coupled with a bit of sympathy anxiety, but still, I have some time to reflect I suppose. Watching post after post from people essentially totally losing it over tickets, packing, DJ gigs etc seems pretty normal but the ones that get under my skin the most are those of you oozing with relief to "finally go HOME."
This idea has always bothered me, people calling Burning Man "HOME." Burning Man is not your home... you are your home, your "default" life is also your home. It makes me a bit sad that the whopping week (sometimes longer) of Burning Man is the pinnacle of some people's entire year, so much so that it's HOME to them. In your entire year... only 7 days you feel at home. I have to question what it is that's holding you back in your "default" life so that one week in the most hellacious, yet albeit awe inspiring places is so paramount that you call it your home?
My first year on the playa the last night I was there I ran into a new friend and I expressed how blown away I was by everything and how much I didn't want it to end. He replied to me and told me that Burning Man really never ends, there's so much that goes on year round that you don't have to worry about this week ending since we get to take everything we get on the playa and take it home with us. That's home. Where you make it, where YOU are. Burning Man isn't your home, it's merely a catalyst for you to create your own home. And what is the point of Burning Man if you don't take what it gives you, what you give it, what you learn, what you forgive or forget with you off that desert road? Burning Man should be thought of as a tool for progression, it's a difficult experience, and it is what you make it. But if you're waiting all year long to "go home" you're doing it wrong.
I won't be headed out to the dust this year, I genuinely question if I will ever decide to go back. I don't have any FOMO or regrets about this decision, aside from maybe missing the companionship of my friends. I know that what I gain from Burning Man I can also experience every day. I can say Hi to strangers, give someone a random compliment, or ask everyone in a bar for a Cinnamon Swirl hug if I really wanted to. I can also contribute to events and functions and our community off the playa in many ways. Yes, there will always be something special about the rigorous and unpredictable experience that is the epitome of Burning Man, but if I have to send you all off to the desert with one request it would be to please, stop calling it "home," and make a better effort (yes EFFORT, sometimes you do have to work for things you know, not this "manifestation" vampirism some of you are so akin to) to take what ever experiences you have on the playa with you and incorporate it into your daily life, and if your life represses you to the point you feel you cannot do this, then challenge yourself to change it. You are your home, you live there every day.
I've been uploaded into the interwebs on the awesome Inked Girls site!... If you have a second to check out my post and vote for me that would be rad!!
HERE and HERE.
Finally got the chance to shoot with a talented photographer I've been following for some time now - Tragic Glamour. Spent a whole day making some incredible images with her! I've never had so many hits on any shoot before, choosing the edits was one of the hardest things of all time. Check her out! TRAGIC GLAMOUR.
I had a major blast last weekend shooting with someone I've been dying to get a shoot with - Jellyfish Jones - alt photographer / stylist / model... what fun. Apparently it turns out I do pinup style rather well too ;-)
Check out her stuff, I have a feeling you'll be seeing more of it soon.
I am absolutely stoked on 2013, especially with two new residencies to announce! First of which is with a legendary San Francisco staple: Opel Productions! I couldn't be more thrilled about everything on the horizon with Opel and am honored to be an official piece of the group.
Check Opel out on Facebook and Twitter for more updates :-)
Well folks... I've finally gone and done it... made some music! You can check out my latest remix of Gydyr's Headless Hollow (winner of Insomniac Event's Halloween Competition). Check it out, download, rock.
Photo by Brian Jacob 2012
I've worked with my fair share of photographers, most good, some terrible, but Brian Jacob wins my award for favorite photographer. My shoot with him was exceptionally fun, he's easy to get along with plus we were both in the same mindset to create something great together.
All around I was very impressed. I've never had a photoshoot where I looked over the proofs and picked over 50 in the first pass. If you're looking for a photographer, whatever the project I'd suggest you contact him first!
VITAMINDEVO is not only a phenomenal DJ / Producer but an excellent graphic designer as well. Expansive Vision has produced designs and brand concepts for myself, BASEHEAD, Alain Mikli, Jet Set Radio and countless others.
He's designed my face stencil, Kimba logo, Hibernation album cover art and helped with my branding concept "Elegant Warrior."
If you need help with your branding, concepts, and graphic design / website work I hope you contact him!
I'm very humbled to have been included in this short piece in 7x7 Magazine SF on the rise of the Female DJ, in SF and at Burning Man!!
Just a little Q&A for you to take a peek at how I became a DJ and what motivates me for the burn, alongside DJ Kelly and ShOOey.
Read the article HERE.
DJ, Artist, Model and everything else.